Ceiling Fan

By Taylr Smaw

my ceiling fan broke, so now it won't turn
my tears burn
no signof concern
what is left to learn
the clock strikes 19h
it is golden hour
we all deserve flowers
but me, i cower
at the top of the tower
i deserve flowers
at any given hour
my girls deserve flowers
will i fall
i've had it all
you don't know what i saw
it's not easy to say
it makes me wanna crawl away
please write it on my grave
place my flowers on the stone
the clock strikes 19h
it is golden hour
we all deserve to die
we shall not cry
it's not goodbye
i scream when you lie
at the top of the tower
i may just jump
because we all deserve flowers
in the end no one is in power
i deserve flowers
at any given hour
we all deserve flowers
my girls, my girls deserve flowers
we all deserve flowers
but we can't even get power
my poor fan
nothing ever works just like my plans
it's the end
time well spent
my body is covered in cement
because we all deserve flowers but me
why should my grave be pretty
i want no one to remember me
people are just going to step on me
say goodbye to the little girl who didn't say a word at the top of the tower
it looks steep
don't be dumb and just leap
you will then forever sleep
so just fall
you've had it all
no place you belong
so long
my friends
my mother
for they deserve flowers